YOUR STORY MATTERS “Time For Change”

Okay, so I haven’t got on in a long while, lots of things racing through this mind of mine. But I have finally put a grasp on it. I want to get out there and notice every single one of you,  but until then you can get to know me on here. Every weekend I have been going through this agony of hell with my husband it may start with beer and end in liquor. It’s not the drinking alone that gets on my nerves it is how he starts belittling me and dragging me down and then as Gary Allen would say walking on me like a door mat. If he had my life in his hands, he would totally change me as a person. Each and every one of us is special I’m our own way if someone comes and changes who we are then we are no longer that special person that we once are. We all have these big hopes and dreams in life and here I am pushing forty and my husband pointing out all of my flaws as a person. I just want to throw this out here, all we have is right now excuse my French but the hell with whatever everyone else thinks do you and make your own story. I am a battered woman physically and emotionally both and that is what makes me the strong woman I am today so bring it. Before I reach the age of forty I want to be everything I have always wanted to be. That takes hard work and determination and to throw out all the negative idiots that get in my way and try to stop me. Join me and be everything you have always wanted to be and more in Your Story Matters and so do each and everyone of you.  God Bless you and much love your life is in YOUR OWN HANDS.

 

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YOUR STORY MATTERS “The Hollar”

 Is it just me or does life get more complicated as you get older. I grew up in The Hollar, Chandler Drive Hollar to be exact. Growing up there wasn’t much electronics, we went to the Chandler Drive Rec Center for fun. Playing games of Truth or Dare on the steps. Having slumber parties we were all Family. We still are. My parents bought a club house in the 30’s and turned it into a house. That’s were me and my brother Travis and little sister Elaine get up, me the oldest. I’m Crystal by the way, our life was fun, we made plenty of memories the ones you cherish forever and everyone was paired up. We would all get together at the dances that Tony would have at the park, everyone would get all dolled up and go. I met my first love at one of my neighbors houses her name was Virginia she took me to met her best friends brother Gabe and yeah that is were the first strings in my heart was pulled. We dated forever it seemed, I would get so excited to go up Rush Creek to see him and stay all night. Those were the days. His hair was long black and wore it back in a bandanna and a pony tail. He had these cut dark brown puppy dog eyes which I adored. He seemed to love me as much as I loved him, then one day he said he was babysitting and I could just stay home. So I gathered my things that night and went to my friend Heather’s house to stay all night. We had fun till the next morning , someone called and said he was at my friend Virginia’s house with her cousin. I immediately got dressed went up there and sure enough there he laid in the floor with her. So I reacted by kicking him in the head and saying Really? Virginia’s cousin got up apologizing and went to the bathroom. This is the first heartbreak I had ever known. I went home crying and told my mom and she told me there would be plenty more and well there was , but the next one was my first True Love, his name was Matt and well that is another story..

“Open another chapter”

 Well this week I watched the final episode of Vampire Diaries, as I have a million and one ideas of the books I’m writing. I cried on the final episode, my favorite TVD show I’d now just on DVD. I find that disturbing. I guess no more Salvatore brothers to watch on Friday’s.  I guess they all have opened new chapters as well in their lives. Me on the other hand my new chapter will be getting these books done. You never know if you have real talent, until you have an audience who admires your work as well as you do yourself. Also, in writing comes research which I have tons I have been doing. I hope my books come out as well as I have planned, I have no clue if I could ever compare to Julie Plec, but at least I can say I tried right? I think romance in a book or television series makes it more interesting. Yes, I can’t complain there was a June wedding, but what about Damon and Elenas wedding? Yes, I seen a ring on her finger, but I wish there could have been a glimpse of their happiness and I’m glad she didn’t kill them both off, but poor Stephen right. So sad, I’m just stuck in the middle of were I’m writing. Of course my main focus in my book is about Angels and Vampires and I feel like I need a title which you would think that would be the easiest part, but not for me. It seems to be the hardest. Well I guess enough blabbering and a must do is in my near future. I’ll list some of my ideas in my post and please feel free to comment on what you like, and what you think could be better. Much love to all and to all a Goodnight and God Bless

♡Practice Makes Perfect♡

 Well this February on the 26th ill be 37 years old. I still have a lot of hopes and dreams things I want to happen, so in all reality I need to work on the thing I want to happen. I know as us women get older we get more out of our minds haha. Yeah, but we do we start worrying about wrinkles, thinking more into life as we go through the change of life. So the little things we do on a day to day basis. We need to do to improve how we feel, if we look good to ourselves who gives a rats ass whatever everyone else thinks. It’s what you think that matters. Don’t ever forget that…Your Story Matters and so do you. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

A Crying Heart Celebrity 

This picture is worth a thousand words, it is so good to see the three of them together smiling. I’m glad they are all happy, im kinda sad though over Vampire Diaries ending. That was my favorite show. Maybe now Nikki and Ian and hell maybe even Nina can make a similar Television show. I think it’s great they are all together as good friends that’s awesome. Good picture you all. One of your biggest fans from Your Story Matters♡♡♡

Angel Bite (The Dream)

  •  I thought it would be another sleepless night. I never dream, but yeah id love to escape reality from time to time and have a dream. I guess with my crazy life I thought my life was too good to have a nice dream. Then I moved from living with my mom in North Caroina to living with my dad in West Virginia, big change, but I never imagined what happened well last night, I dreamed!!!!! It was one of those dreams that you never want to forget. In my dream I thought I looked beautiful, my self confidence these days was low, but in this dream. I seen a man that I felt drawn too. He was absolutely something I was destined to do by God, I felt like I was sent here to help him…then I walked across my bedroom and looked in the mirror wondering am I really dreaming??? I looked different vibrant, my hair didn’t look so brittle, but beautiful and vibrant. A new me and as I was admiring myself in the mirror I seen something that disturbed me, bite marks??? Then the man reappeared and said I have been looking for you for a long time. I smiled and said you have? He said yes for I have lost my way..he said my name is Michael what’s yours I said Destiny and he said so be it and it’s true you shall be my Destiny.

New Years, New ways…

Happy New year to everyone who eventually reads my story. When I think of the New Year, I think about life in general. Life is way too short to stress the little things. Yeah, sometimes I have these horrible panic attacks that overwhelms me. Im working on that. I have a dream to get started on my books. One fiction and one non-fiction. You make a million and one excuses why not to do something. You have got to change it up. Little things matter, how you act to people matters. What if it was the very last time that you got to see that person. So rise above your pride or stubborn ways and try to find the good in people. Treat others the way you want to be treated. Take time for yourself and the little things you enjoy. Sometimes fantasy is a lot better than reality go there from time to time and take a moment to enjoy it. For New Years take out a piece of paper and write down all the things you desire in this life and give it your all to try to find the ways to make it all happen. I’ll be writing my books soon so stay tuned for more stories from Your Story Matters. Happy New Years everyone!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Celebrity Normal

Ok yeah, so im a sucker for vampires. This TVD couple may surprise me on the show Vampire Diaries, all this dating crap-would it seriously be in the way of making the ratings of the show go down. This is just disappointing. It’s a job and yeah so what your friend is now married to your Ex get on with it, do the show for your fans. It’s not like this is a fiction movie. Well yeah, they made a cute on screen couple. If she dont come back shame on her and if they can’t get along and get it done, then they shouldn’t be in the acting industry all together,  but im just a normal nobody right? Im sure there are plenty others who would agree with me. Right?

You say it best when you say nothing at all….

 As the new year approaches, a lot comes to my mind. Life is so short to be anything, but happy right? We have no judge in this life but God himself. If someone tries to judge you smile and walk away. They are no better than you are. If someone buys you a gift, just because they think you are special and they dont throw it up in your face then it means so much more to you when you think they got it because you are worth it. Then if they get it for you and don’t say nothing it means a lot because they really think that you were worth it. It hurts when someone puts you down when they do something and then they regret it. Forgive these people and forget them or you can relive the same thing they have done and regret it all over again. I have a lot of goals for the new year. A lot of hopes and dreams to make a reality in this short life. So make the most out of your life do what you want and make it count, we are never promised tomorrow or the next few moments. Memories both bitter and sweet are the moments we have to cherish take a lot of pictures and hold them close to your heart and keep them there forever. ~♡~

My Son, My Heart

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This is Tyler my one and only son. He is my Mr. Wright.  Here recently he has been complaining of chest pains, so I took him to the doctor. The doctor done a EKG. The EKG came back abnormal.  Me as a mom, yes I’m worried and experiencing a lot of panic and anxiety.  Tyler goes to the cardiologist in March. I hope and pray everything turns out ok. He is my pride and joy and makes my life complete. I can’t get ahold of his biological father his phones disconnected imagine that. Oh well who needs him I’d he can’t be around on his own. I am blessed with my son,  I wasn’t supposed to be able to have children, but I was blessed with my son. He is my life, my miracle, my son, my heart.